New Beginnings

Today is the day.  Ash Wednesday.  The starting point in my year to create a new me through the powers and blessings of the Lord my God.  It’s time for a fresh start.  God is always inviting us to a fresh start and it’s time that I get with God’s agenda for my life.

During the next 40 days, I will be taking the time to rediscover Jesus.  Jesus is the ultimate fresh start.

In what ways do I need a fresh start?  Well….in a lot of ways.

My career has stagnated.  I know there are a lot of changes coming my way.  But I’m currently bored and irritable in my work.  I’m ready to take on new challenges but scared of what that entails.  What if I fail?  Will my family survive another period of unemployment? Could I possibly start a new job altogether?  A new company, a new commute, a new schedule, new people, new, new, new!  That terrifies me.  Can I stay with the “new” old company?  Will my previous work and accomplishments be enough to keep me safe in a position?  Will my contributions catapult me to a new level?  What if I am promoted?  Am I ready to make more money than I ever have before?  Would I use it wisely or spend it frivolously?  Am I capable of handling the workload?  Am I capable of balancing a growing career with a growing family?  Jesus, bless this area of my life.

My body is a temple for the Spirit to dwell.  Is it a clean and healthy place?  A new beginning for my lungs and liver is a must.  I commit to going to bed earlier, getting up earlier and morning workouts, but I’m afraid I won’t be able to keep these commitments.  When I’m tired and don’t want to get out of bed, Jesus move me.  When I want one more drink and TV show, Jesus restrict me.  When I’m stressed and crave a cigarette or drink, Jesus distract me with physical activity. 

Thank you Lord for the blessing of my family.  Help us reconnect as a family.  Help my children find this important as well.  Guide us as we work together to save, plan and enjoy a vacation this summer.  We are committing to no fast food and spending less money.  Jesus, identify an hour each week to devote to just the family.

I am starting a new spiritual journey by rediscovering you, Jesus.  I am your bride.  You are my groom.  Can I have intense self-control?  How about fellowship within my parish?  Jesus, call me to know you.

In all things I will be thankful.  I will give of my time, talent and treasure.  Jesus, I give you all that is good and ask you to purify all that is not.  I will actively practice forgiveness by praying for those who annoy me.

And finally, in all things, in all that I do, I will reflect.  Is it kind?  Is it truthful?  Is it necessary?  Jesus, I seek your divine counsel.

Jesus, bless and perfect my new beginning in only the way my Savior can.

Amen.